When you have dreams and aspirations of doing great things for yourself and others, it’s easy to lose focus at times. I’ve been dealing with that for a while, and the more I’ve tried to put it off, I know myself to know that I’ve been having a mental shutdown trying desperately to get back that creativity that I’ve built myself on for essentially my entire life. I don’t think about it too much, because I know it’s temporary, but I can’t help but feel some type of frustration within myself. With the things that I do: the blog, video editing, and other miscellaneous things that connect to the blog (i.e. finding new music/artists, writing reviews), I feel like I’m going through some stuff that my mind can’t shake. Maybe I need some time out of the country, or time to disconnect from things, but my mind just…isn’t all the way here. Not like I want it to be. It’s difficult to get through these things while you’re trying your best to move on to better. Even writing this right now is a struggle, and I’ve written quite a bit. I don’t have my doubts that that mojo will come back to me…it’s a matter of when. So in the meantime, I ask for patience.